only human-one litre of tears

流れる季節の真ん中でふと日の長さを感じますせわしく過ぎる日々の中に私とあなたで夢を描く3月の風に想いをのせて桜のつぼみは春へとつづきます溢れ出す光の粒が少しずつ朝を暖めます大きなあくびをした後に少し照れてるあなたの横で新たな世界の入口に立ち気づいたことは 1人じゃないってこと瞳を閉じれば あなたがまぶたのうらに いることでどれほど強くなれたでしょうあなたにとって私も そうでありたい砂ぼこり運ぶ つむじ風洗濯物に絡まりますが昼前の空の白い月はなんだかきれいで 見とれました上手くはいかぬこともあるけれど天を仰げば それさえ小さくて青い空は凛と澄んで羊雲は静かに揺れる花咲くを待つ喜びを分かち合えるのであれば それは幸せこの先も 隣で そっと微笑んで瞳を閉じれば あなたがまぶたのうらに いることでどれほど強くなれたでしょうあなたにとって私も そうでありたい
i'll put the translation after this..

ご幸運を祈ります!

hu..~sigh..i was collapsed..dunno why.the exam is just around the corner.just a few days!!i never seen myself so afraid when talking about exams..i'm quite optimist (though only God noes how bad my preparation was).maybe because i dont really care about my cgpa before..but i suddenly realize the importance of it..huhu..that's the worst things to happen in this crucial time.four more days to start my first paper,immunology which is one of most the critical subjects in my course (they said...but for me all of them are extreme hard!)huhu..i was just like not noing what kind of feelings i have rite now.am i afraid?hurm..perhaps..but afraid of what?huhu..maybe my carry marks for all genetics subject wasn't satisfy me,that's why i feel a little bit nervous (sounds weird)huhu..two days strict punishment to myself was too cruel.i didn't have enough sleep and fun.that's why i collapsed..whoa..if mama or abah noes this,i'm sure they'll scold me for being too hard to myself.i felt like my legs and upper parts shivering..stammering to death and its just like i dont have enough oxygen in my blood,making it to collapse.i didn't faint,i just collapse.that's just a sign of exhausted.not an illness..i no that.i'm not being fair to myself and i was caring too much care for the exams.i was cruel to myself!!i just realize that.so..what i should do next is to fully concentrated on important things and study according to my afford.i should have enough sleep (not excess eh..), enough food and enough joy (this is for not feeling tense while studying)...and...DO NOT show the namida!!i was recently sharing sadness with someone because he lost somebody who is important in his life (i guess).that weird feelings come out when he cried and lost spirit..my soul flies away and sadness overwhelm me.i think i'm more sad than him.aigoo..i hate to be sad because this will also make me collapse,but shikatanai..(it can't be helped)..fina chan--ganbatte ne!!!ご幸運を祈ります!
행운 시험 모든 최고의 (first time i write hangul on my board) i really have to look up on the dictionary..huhu..

bersamamu lebaran..enjoyable yet so meaningful

Yesterday, October 19, i had a programme called 'Bersamamu Lebaran' at pdk selayang.It's kinda community center for without mum and dad's child,OKUs (the disable) and single mums. It was under my residential college's project in charged by Kelab Penyayang.I was holding the most unfavourable role in this project which is to handle the module bureau.had really stealing lots of my study time to create a module, meetings, reschedule all the stuff, listing the stuff module and lots more.but honestly, by holding this position (especially being a leader in this bureau) meant a lot for me.not only i appreciate real time manner, but also i learned how to react in a very critical situation.like if u have a test tomorrow but at the same time you've to attend the meeting.u cannot escape because you're the bureau leader.plus, this project also exposed me to a broad kind of communication.when the first time i stepped my foot to pdk selayang for a brief discussion with encik yusof, the caretaker of the organization, is where i learned the way professional do communicate.it increased my self-confidence as well as my emotional quotion.when the occasion starts, we did have some unexpected event like the OKU's will joined the modul activities (before, we are told OKU's not involved) so we have to change the tempo of activities.the other one is the time management.the registeration suppose to be on 8.30 am but only on 9.30, most of the participants begin to register.it is a little bit hard to take care of the OKU because they mostly are not normal (though not all), but with our committe member's commitment, we doesn't really face any serious chaotic.just a little bit unexpected event occured.overall, i was happy and hoping that i'll go there again..only if i've been given chances again..thanks for all..to all the committe member.my fellow bureau-akma,adilah,pija and wani thanks a lot for your cooperation and helping me up in giving ideas and also memories..thanks also to aisyah, the project manager for your help and patience towards me..hehe..anuar also for always 'follow up'..hehe..not to forget all the committe members who helps our bureau a lots during the day.ttk bureau zati and elyas for helping us in arranging our activities stuff, look for the videos, slides and lcd's..it was working smoothly..i didn't no if u all didn't help me...sure anuar will fire me..huhuhu..thanks for the memories.......