home sweet home

this entry post is written solely to announce that i'm already home!yay! it's been two month since i left home.well yeah i missed out so many things.the cat in our house has grown bigger and even cuter.lols.the most important thing to miss out is my lovely television.i have less addicted to tv since i have lots of downloaded stuff.but anyway,tv program's now are getting better except for that unsophisticated ghost stories.i was hoping for a better entertainment in our country.enough for today.no much words to say..
p/s: yong hwa and seohyun are partners in we got married????terrible =(

A MOMENT TO REMEMBER *^_^*: My Best Friend

A MOMENT TO REMEMBER *^_^*: My Best Friend

My Best Friend

This poem is written by Anthena. Dedicated to someone whom i appreciate of being my best friend *^_^*   (credits to:netpoets) My Best Friend

Once was here now is gone I will always love forever the laughs the tears the smiles without her my life has no direction no ups nor downs no smiles or frowns I miss her I cry I see her I lie what ever went wrong I can mend I will always love forever my very best friend

C.N BLUE official lyrics

 C.N Blue's lyrics amaze me. It's not always usual for a Korean band to sing a fully English songs but they did it! Congrats oppa *^_^*


now or never

through the day, through the night

my selfconfidence was out of site

you came alone, came on strong

and you change the things that fell so wrong

she said

if you heading for the right direction

if you're ready, you can do it too

gonna rise up to the right occasion

cause together we can see it through

baby it's now or never

this time is right oh oh

i got a feelin' it's for good without a doubt oh oh

we are forever me and you

deep in your heart you know it's true

baby it's now or never yeah

feel so right

goin' up won't go down

there's know stopping us was livin ground

you can do what you do

not a thing i could deny for you

if you heading for the right direction

if you ready, you can do it too

gonna rise up to this one occasion

cause together we can see it through

baby it's now or never

this time is right oh oh

i got a feelin' it's for good without a doubt oh oh

we are forever me and you

deep in your heart you know it's true

baby it's now or never yeah

feel so right! feel so right!

baby it's now or never

this time is right oh oh

i got a feelin' it's for good without a doubt oh oh

oh baby it's now or never

this time is right oh oh

i got a feelin' it's for good without a doubt oh oh

we are forever me and you

deep in your heart you know it's true

baby it's now or never yeah

feel so right!

let's go crazy

let's go crazy let's go crazy

i can feel the hit in my flesh and bone

i don't wanna be here on my own

might miss a chance turning every stone

a moment or two and it's gone

i only wanna play for fun

come let's get together every one

if you wanna know, stay till the end

i could be lover or a friend

i'll be damned if i do

i'll be damned if i don't do too

i find a way to get through

that is you

let's go crazy you gotta show oh baby

let's go crazy go with the flow and maybe

not so hasty takin' it slow it's so easy and let us go crazy again

some of the days gonna pass you by

not always great and you don't know why

i will if you up till you touch the sky

cause i'm gonna make you fly

i'm gonna go break now i'm gonna uh go break now

i'm gonna go break now i'm gonna go uh uh uh woo

let's go crazy (crazy) baby let's go crazy (crazy)

oh baby let's go crazy (crazy)

it's so easy and let's go crazy again oh!

love revolution

something like in the sky
uh... i can't define
but certain thang in my heart, you know i can't realize
like fairy tale i heard
precious thing in my hood
tell me how you feel, what what? uh same i do

something like a toy i got
yeah i can remind
my love is shining in my heart, it is so clear and mild
like fairy tale i heard
precious thing in my hood
tell me how you feel, what what?

i want you, in my life (in the castle, in the air)
i want you, kiss me everyday (i take your hand, my dear)
i want you, in my life (i don't want you fly away)
i want you, smiling at me everyday (you're my dreaming days)
if your love won't stay with me forever
i'll be loving you, whenever
you in my life (tell me everything's alright)
i wanna be ur shining light

holdin my pillow tight
oh girl, i can smile
you are the part of my place, i don't tell you a lie
you're every breath i take
you're every step i make
it's not a fake thang my love, oh let me remind you

i'm feeling it inside
the heaven in the sky
you are the part of my life, girl it's not a lie
rolling down to my bed
gather and through my head
it's not a fake thang my love

i don't wanna make your love an illusion
i believe in you, don't tell me lies
i don't wanna make your love and illusion
baby girl, your love is so true
i don't wanna let you go

just please (i love this)

do you know this song is for you

the most incredible baby, ya heard

just please know why my heart is beating for you

just fix what is inside my shadowed mind

i can't live without you don't leave me alone

baby, listen to me grawling

this song's for you, dear miss

it's a tale of painful love

from the codename

i'm containing a dizzy chain

that is what? i couldn't do it cause of myself

i was so sick and sick, couldn't handle it myself

i thought she and i were the bonnie and clyde

laugh at me or heal me and wanna know what i'm singing

just thanks

i woke up with the sudden notion

and i can't get out of my compunction

even if i knew how you feel

now, how you feel setting such a line of action

every time i hear your voice

just staring at the overcast blue sky

from the beginning to the termination

i stand on my silly position

should i ask you for your remission

i'm thinking like that and exploration

cause my mind is not so fine

why don't you come into my mind

hey please listen to my rhyme

so you can look into my life

all of this is not imaginations

i can feel my heart go down

can someone relax my mind my mind

just please know why my heart is beating for you

just fix what is inside my shadowed mind

i can't live without you don't leave me alone

baby, listen to me grawling

can you know that?

how do you think that

this way is the right way? or go back

it reminds me not so bad

what can i do i thought she was my boo

but i'm good one day she will know my truth

just please my mind my mind is truth

i'm good so sorry my boo can you hear?

tear drops in the rain

i wish upon a star i wonder where you are

i wish you're coming back to me again

and everything's the same like it used to be

i see the days go by and still i wonder why

i wonder why it has to be this way

why can't i have you here just like it used to be

i don't know which way to choose

how can i find a way to go on

i don't know if i can go on without you oh

even if my heart's still beating just for you

i really know you are not feeling like i do

and even if the sun is shining over me

how come i still freeze?

no one ever sees no one feels the pain

i shed teardrops in the rain

i wish i could fly i wonder what you say

i wish you're flying back to me again

hope everything's same like it used to be

CREDITS to:: Honey @ cnblue-sky.net

saengil chuka haeyo *^_^*

February 5, 2010. Fadhil's birthday. One of my course mates. What's so special about his birthday as i happily put in my enty? LOL. Well, if u notice, i never celebrate people's birthday in my entries. I guess so (my memory is terrible, tough). Why do i write about fadhil's birthday? It is mainly because he is the one who treat us on his birthday! Great isn't it? Suppose to be the one who celebrate their 'being old' is treated, but this is the other way round. That's why he gets credit from me =). Yes i noe everybody loves to treat their friends if they have excess money, but not everyone will have a great heart to spend a huge amount of money for the sake of other people's stomach. some rich people are stingy! lol. those who possesed a pure, gentle and dont mind heart will have heart to spend their money and treating their lovable friend..just like what he did *^_^*.so much compliments isn't it? hehe..well i rarely compliment my friends (because my compliments always goes to handsome korean man who always sing a soulfly heart song to me =)..omoo). Geez, this time would be the last time to celebrate his birthday (while i can't even celebrate because on September UM is not anymore my part of life) WE ARE DEPARTING! owh...i realize that i always appreciate something near the time to departure.huh..that's pretty tough to have this kind of feelings. time flows damn fast. even faster than i ever think. and all those memories will still remain *^_^*. i should've eat more raisins so that the adorable moments with all my friends will just  stay in there. thanks all dear friend! i love u all <3

These are satay (i'm sure u all noe..hihi) that fadhil treat us.this one plate of satay can be eaten by one person, but because we are all having just a small stomach, so we cannot tolerate.lol. but they tapau every little things. luckily the plates were so obvious big to tapau.if not, i think they'll take them back too :D. I never went to the place where we eat before. If i'm not mistaken (remember that i'm a memory terrible person) it was at Presint 16 and that place is so called Taman Warisan Budaya. correct me if i'm wrong. But these satay tasted good!!

marvellous..tiptop! i regretted for not finish eating all that.hehe.heaven if i have more space at my stomach (att: only for that night!!)

Haa...This is fadhil. The birthday ahjussi (hehe). The 23rd year old man.but wait..he's cute what (covering).The cake looked delicious and sure it is! I persuade him to cut the cake so that i can stop looking at the cake.lol. there's someone who doesn't eat cake because he felt eerie only by looking at the cake.i'm so can't think why! strange but lucky too because cakes are quite expensive. a slice worth more than rm6! but delicious food makes me happy.makes my mood in a stable state and makes my worry heart to calm down. food soul and food lovers like me....sooner or later..will expand and become a ballon..omooo
Erm..it's time to stop because my back is starting to ache..OMG..why am i in a condition of an old woman?get a better bone please!!! Well to end this entry (am i writing an essay?) i would like to express my gratitute to fadhil for treating me especially....and to have a happy 23rd years old.get a partner and get married soon.can't wait to see your spouse.hehe..SAENGIL CHUKA HAEYO!!