money..money..money

a reminder to myself..i really have to keep saving my money.they all think that i'm a millionaire who possess lots of money and hope that they will be treated.this is bloody unfair! i received scholarship from JPA mainly because they allow me to buy more books not to treat people,buying things that are not suppose to have, giving present to siblings each time i go back home,treating friends everytime i hang out.that wasn't the real propose when JPA offer me their scholarship.please think about this.i have to pay the fees that are highly expensive.my college fees,my education fees which when sum up will approximately cost more than RM1400.think also about books i have to buy that each book barely reach one hundered.PER books.imagine how much books i have to buy for one semester plus all those photostated lecture notes and past years exam papers.plus and minus all that,what left to me was just enough for my foods and drinks.consider the fact that living in KL requires more money than anyone else in UiTM shah alam or UKM or UPM needed.higher living cost in KL doesn't allow me to spend much money in anything else.i'll stop buying things which are less necessary.less hang out and less loitering time.spend more time on study because i really have to catch up every single things i've already learn.at least,at the end of semester,i have sufficient money to survive.or should i follow lyn?hunting for a job?owh..not for now i guess.she needs money more than i need.she's gonna married but i remain single..hehe..money..money..money..the crux of the matter..

wonderful life

we were friends..sort of

i have loved many things,
like the clouds in the scourching summer heat,
and rain that freezes the skin,
the scent of cool autumn breezes,
and the gentle softness of the earth during spring,
the cosiness of a convinience store at the dead of night,
the slight chill in the air after classes,
the smell of the blackboard duster,
the roar of a faraway truck,
echoing deep in the night..and i wanted us to experience them together..always

it's raining outside here

it's raining here.quite a long time it didn't fall down as heavy as this.i had to walk to the class with just relying on an umbrella and an anorak.that's for sure if mama find out,she'll never stop lecturing me until i convinced her that i'm indeed okay walking in that 'not so heavy rain' though in fact it is heavy.it actually not a big deal because since i started the semester,i never get any kind of cough,fever or flu.shows that my immune system is working very well.just a bit of exhausted walking briskly to the class all days.i never want to be late to the class,so i'm a bit run off when i'm pretty late.i dont know why ideas are not coming when i faced this laptop.before i switch it on,there were plenty of ideas coming into my mind.but when i just started,it disappear up in the sky.a termination signal..UUA,UAG,UGA..key off..