I realized that it's been a very long time since i wrote anything but Kpop related stuff. Sometimes, things are better to keep silence rather than being announced here and there. Because not everyone will look at that the way you want them to understand, but instead there are bunch of people who will start taking advantages from your fact and manipulating your situation. You'll feel annoyed indeed.
Having met a lot kind of people, i now know which kind of person can or cannot be my friend. I am not that particular kind of person who meet and greet anyone i found on the street. I am indeed not a friendly person you are hoping for. I took a very long time to evaluate people, so that i don't accidently make enemies instead of friends.
With my current position, i can tell you that what left with me now is merely just few friends, good one, who can accept me the way i am. People who won't push me down, who won't laugh at me being wrong, who won't disappear like a shadow when the sun goes down. Friends can be like a flower to me, they blossom for a moment and then wither. Those kind falls on the temporary kind. The one who still stays until now, they are really those who can accept me for what i am right now, not just what i am in the past.
Pretty true, it is hard to find true friend but once you found them, you should be grateful. I like this poem i found somewhere while googling.
FRIENDSHIP IS A PRICELESS GIFT
THAT CANNOT BE BOUGHT OR SOLD
BUT ITS VALUE IS FAR GREATER
THAN THE MOUNTAIN MADE OF GOLD
FOR GOLD IS COLD & LIFELESS
IT CAN NEITHER SEE NOR HEAR
& IN THE TIME OF TROUBLE
IT IS POWER LESS 2 CHEER--
IT HAS NO EARS 2 LISTEN
NOR HEART 2 UNDERSTAND
IT CANNOT BRING U CONFORT
OR REACH OUT A HELPING HAND
SO WHEN U ASK
GOD FOR A GIFT
BE THANKFUL IF HE SENDS
NOT DIAMONDS, PEARLS OR RICHES
BUT THE LOVE OF REAL TRUE FRIENDS
