I realized that it's been a very long time since i wrote anything but Kpop related stuff. Sometimes, things are better to keep silence rather than being announced here and there. Because not everyone will look at that the way you want them to understand, but instead there are bunch of people who will start taking advantages from your fact and manipulating your situation. You'll feel annoyed indeed.
Having met a lot kind of people, i now know which kind of person can or cannot be my friend. I am not that particular kind of person who meet and greet anyone i found on the street. I am indeed not a friendly person you are hoping for. I took a very long time to evaluate people, so that i don't accidently make enemies instead of friends.
With my current position, i can tell you that what left with me now is merely just few friends, good one, who can accept me the way i am. People who won't push me down, who won't laugh at me being wrong, who won't disappear like a shadow when the sun goes down. Friends can be like a flower to me, they blossom for a moment and then wither. Those kind falls on the temporary kind. The one who still stays until now, they are really those who can accept me for what i am right now, not just what i am in the past.
Pretty true, it is hard to find true friend but once you found them, you should be grateful. I like this poem i found somewhere while googling.
Psstt: If you found a mountain of gold, don't forget to inform me too! ;p